Stressed

I got here on the rig, all dizzy from the early morning flight and for not getting too much sleep in the last 48 hrs.
Until Wednesday I'll have time to get used with the place and , more importantly, have time to read some more material and manuals to remember everything I knew some 7 months ago..
Today is my boyfirend's birthday! I am not there, as it happened 2 yrs ago(but then I saw him next day), I think this time I'll probably see him in 2 weeks.... :( I miss him here, where I feel totally a stranger.

If time could be so easy to turn it over, oh that would be great, one weeks could last 1 second...that's like in 2 seconds I am home..
:(